Monday, March 05, 2007
just watch a little tv.. slept for like 5 hours.. since around 12pm.
left school early today.. wasn't feeling too well.. wanted to go eat and go back home to catch up on my sleep and really have a good rest.. feeling a little better now.. but now i feel abit giddy and i don't know why. it has been like
TEN days and i'm still not even near recovery.
wth larh. however, i think i'm getting back my voice.. voice to sing..
PRAISE THE LORD!
have been feeling very worried about my this whole throat thing.. talked to Harvey on sunday.
he helped me release my tension.. by telling me about his experience on such things where everything is being prepared and suddenly setbacks starts to lie in your way. which is totally what i'm going through now i guess.. haven't practiced singing for ten days and i feel like i'm a person without feelings? lol.
ask from the Lord and it wil be given. so that's what i'm doing now. and i think everything is slowly falling back into
space place.. i wondered whether was i in the wrong track, that's why i had a sorethroat.. is it a sign or anything.. i thought to myself..
and my GREAT AHGONG(: told me that perhaps i am on the right track but the devil is trying to obstruct me. or sabo me larh. hahaha. or perhaps i'm just pushing myself too hard.. cause before i had this "throat infection", i had a sore throat a few days before.. but whatever the reason is.. i'm still pushing forward to practice and perform for the school mini-concert.
and i really appreciate all those who reminded me to take my medicine :D
hahaha. and asked about my condition. thanks guys&girls!
anyways about today.. i'm just feeling sleepy and tired. had chem practical in the morning which was like a total mess.. luckily mummy helped me(:
haha. kenny jealous. HAHAHA. that i got help. hehe
i nearly forgot what i had to do for the experiments. me and daryl were quite clueless i guess.
but fortunately me and daryl managed to get the right results from the experiments..
we did until the second last experiment. didn't had enough time to do the last one. we also needed to record out results. since i didn't do the last experiment.. i wanted to go ask someone to let me copy the results.. so i went to ask Candice and Olivia.. since they were just beside us and i saw them doing the last experiment.. i went up to them.. and they ask me whether we needed to record the results. i'm like "diao..." hahahaha. so in the end they ended up copying MY results instead. wth. lol.
after chem had social studies.. i practically wasn't listening at all in class.
couldn't focus. maybe i'm not used to not looking at the teacher.. i was sitting all the way to the front and Mrs Sanmugam was like standing behind me.
social studies ended and i went to sign out from school in the office..
the staff there was nice. gave me water and even asked whether i wanted milo instead or anything to eat. helped me look for Ms Ang also. thankyou(:
but i don't know how to address her. haha.
so my daddy came and pick me up. went to eat lunch. i was hungry. had duck rice. honestly, the the duck rice wasn't that nice but i was hungry so it tasted okay to me. i'm not going to disclose the location of the stall. hahaha. went back home, changed and sleep all the way till 5pm.
here's the shocking news of the day.. my honey called me around 2-3pm, woke me up from my sleep and told me that " you die already.. you die already" (in chinese)
i'm like "what happened?!"
and i just realised that i'm NOT in the same group as Kenny, Olivia and Px.
cause Mrs Sanmugam had to transfer me away to another "
NICE NICE" group.
and for those in my new group.. u guys know what i mean.. if u don't THINK.
honestly, i'm not really happy with the arrangement.. but it can't be a pure coincidence for it to happen. i'm thinking whether it could be something God wants me to do..
but i'm not even given a chance to select my group. by right i'm already with Kenny, Px and Olivia.. Mrs Sanmugam said cause i wasn't there so too bad.. wth larh.
I'm quite lost now. i want to be with my honey, Kenny and Olivia larh. argh..
later going to see doctor again.. i finished up all my medicine.. there's a flu bug people! must beware.
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