Tuesday, January 16, 2007
I wonder now.. can we still even be friends anymore?
the four of us.. just what is happening. maybe what i did in the beginning was all wrong.
Slowly i realise, something is just not right in my life. maybe it's because of me?
is my ego too big? talk too much? don't talk at all? or just bad timing?
My friends are slowly starting to get pissed at me.. Maybe i made a wrong move in even doing all that i have done..? gosh..
Husband gonna be in camp till sat. gonna like go nuts.. its like 4days without him!
i'm alrdy not on good terms with a number of ppl lately..
ex-basketball team members & friends.. Can't afford to be on bad terms with anyone else.
what if one day i even lose my honey?! i'll go crazy.
maths is wearing me out fast.. shocked by how 1 subject can wear a person out.
i need tuition BADLY..
sometimes i just feel like sleeping throughout the day.. really can't be bothered with studies sometimes.. it's getting stressful..
Maybe i shldn't bother about affairs of the heart..
focus on finishing up my song for Him, studies & my new cca.
Sorry.. If u really want me to vanish or something just say..
you maybe pissed at me but i still...
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